Getting back to life

Wow, it's been a while! Sorry! I guess I just got caught up with family and school and things. Anyway, it has been crazy these past weeks. My family and I went to Oahu for more than a week! We had the best time! I will have to show you pictures later! We got  back on Thursday late at night. Since I missed so much school I have so much homework! I was working on some of it for awhile this morning so now I'm taking a break. Since it's memorial day weekend we had Friday - Monday off. I have just been bumming around the whole time. I don't want to go back to school. :( Well,  see you later!

always,

Bella

Gone...

 

 

Yes, she left us. She left us on April 12th at 8:17 p.m. The funeral was April 19th. She has been gone for 18 days now. Yes, it has been very, very hard. I try to remember the memories of her and I, her and the family, her and her friends. I have never experienced such heartache before. Almost every night I cry with my Mom or by myself. It is hard to remember she is gone.

I feel like one day she's gonna come to me and say "Gotcha!" as if she was just joking or something... I wish she was. The Madsen's left the 21st and I miss them dearly. Everyone else is gone to except Marion. Gannah, I would just like you to know that you were the most special person in my life, I truly love you and I will forever and always. I would like to leave you with this link of a song Alexis and Andrew and at her wonderful funeral...

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XvFhySNg0rI

 

 

love,

 

Bella

 



Almost gone

 

 

Sorry it has been a while since I have posted. You see, my Gannah is so close to being gone. It is very hard for all of us to see her like she is now. I come in, 5 to 6 times a day to see her, lay with her, kiss her and cry. Everyone in the family is here now. I am happy about that. This is about all I can say right now so I will see you next time. Oh, and, I probably wont post for awhile.

 

 

always and forever,

 

Bella



Happy 16th

 

Today is my sister Isabelle's birthday. I can't really say much about her because I've never met her. I know I will some day. I wish to met her now though. I have always imagined her with dark curly hair for some reason. I love you Isabelle.

 

forever and ever,

 

Bella

 

Happy 2nd

 

 

Today is my dearest cousin Rafael's 2nd birthday! On Tuesday we had an early birthday party for him and it was SO much fun! I really love Raf, he is such a fun cousin and I am so sad that he lives in Utah where I can't see him all the time. Anyway, I love you buddy!

always,

Bella