Gone...

 

 

Yes, she left us. She left us on April 12th at 8:17 p.m. The funeral was April 19th. She has been gone for 18 days now. Yes, it has been very, very hard. I try to remember the memories of her and I, her and the family, her and her friends. I have never experienced such heartache before. Almost every night I cry with my Mom or by myself. It is hard to remember she is gone.

I feel like one day she's gonna come to me and say "Gotcha!" as if she was just joking or something... I wish she was. The Madsen's left the 21st and I miss them dearly. Everyone else is gone to except Marion. Gannah, I would just like you to know that you were the most special person in my life, I truly love you and I will forever and always. I would like to leave you with this link of a song Alexis and Andrew and at her wonderful funeral...

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XvFhySNg0rI

 

 

love,

 

Bella

 



Almost gone

 

 

Sorry it has been a while since I have posted. You see, my Gannah is so close to being gone. It is very hard for all of us to see her like she is now. I come in, 5 to 6 times a day to see her, lay with her, kiss her and cry. Everyone in the family is here now. I am happy about that. This is about all I can say right now so I will see you next time. Oh, and, I probably wont post for awhile.

 

 

always and forever,

 

Bella