I just don't want to

I decided not to do the play, not because no one commented just because I don't want to be in a play. There's more reasons but, I won't waste your time. I thought that I had some interest in acting but that interest kind of disappeared. I am even a little to shy to raise my hand in class because I always think "What if my answers wrong? What if people laugh?"

 I know it sounds silly but, I am shy when it comes to talking in front of a class. I hate it when my face turns red because I get embarrassed. People always tell me my face is red which makes me MORE embarrassed.  ARGGG, I just can't let it go. Hope none of this happens to you at school.

hugs and kisses,

Bella