I'm missing her, and this is all I have

 

 

Today my email wasn't working. I tried, many times. Unlocking it, locking it, opening a new page... nothing. Mornings I wake up, not even wanting to get up. The only thing that gets me up is knowing I am going to Skype. When I am on the computer and she's not, I dread the rest of the morning. Oh the joy I have when Skype does work.

All of these things are all I have to stay connected to her. For her to stay connected to me. Tears streaming down my face, she is what causes it, not being with her is awful. I try to write songs about her, to right poems about her but,

it makes me to sad. Come home Sonja.

 

 

 

 

forever and always,

 

Bella